So after finally reaching a new ultimate high in my weight GAIN I started the month at 172lbs its the 14 today and I weight 167 lbs total weight loss 5lbs. I have not incorporated excercise as of yet but I will super excited to see a new me. Reward if I lose total of 50lbs will be 500 dollar leather jacket.
I’m work bored out of my ass, doing nothing. Looking forward to my loooooong drive home, better than this -m getting a headache at staring in to paperwork that makes no sense why I’m supposed to be reviewing yuck:(
Kinda want it to be over nd done with. So I can restart my diet. I feel like 2011 will be awesome but since things in my life seem to be going well (besides the fact that I’m FAT) I kinda feel something bad is coming
Im exited and nervous tomorrow I have a very important interview. It will be my second interview i really want this position. Im going to use the law of attraction. iot will work I will have that job. They will love me and and they will offer full pay. And give me Christmas week off.
so I am restarting this whole diet thing again, yes one more before halloween.
So I feel I try, I really try (then I slip) but somehow i would still expect to see some results. Nothing absolutely nothing. I am taking a green lean slim capsule from china, always loved that pill cause it made me thirsty and would drink absurd amounts of water. I got duped definitely, they sold me a fake pill that does nothing, I heard that was common in the web. So now that the biggest loser is on, im re-motivated. What I want to know, is how thew hell can someone lose 41LB !!!!!!! in a week, I was blown away, that’s freaking amazing. (and impossible ) but still freaking cool.
So my HB got me a freaking awesome treadmill, wohoo for me Ive had it for 2 weeks how much have I lost using it 6 days out of the week, an amazing 1!!!! pound yup that’s right one miserable pound that could have easily been bad gas.
So far no weight loss..kinda dissapointed but I do feel stronger really getting over not losing weight. I keep saying I will add cardio but I havent so I will try and add it this week and I need to study for NCLEX.
Ok so in the past I tried P90x for like one day, and then again another week would pass and start again…So this monday I restarted my journey to lose weight….So far im in Day4 of the P90x..and so far so good. i think something clicked again. And Im in the zone again. i wake up wanting to work out….Diet I have been mindfull of what I put in my mouth Im drinking a recovery drink after the workout. as well as trying to do extra cardio when I can…Im doing the clasic yet trying to modify it so I can lose as much as possible. Like today I tried the yoga, but got really frustruated with it I dont know the moves and I cant keep up and I cant do the positions so instead of not doing anything I did TaeBo with billy blanks.
Okay internet world, it happened again I let myself GO…:(
Very ashamed of myself but, Im motivated again….I went up to 157!!!!! I have been
On Saturday I weighed in At 155!!! Tuesday YAY!!!! 153…….I am on the right track lots of veggies chicken and TONS of CARDIO„,Im about to do some toning and Ill try and do P90X yoga lets see If I can its too long but this spring breack my goal is ridiculuos I want to I need too. I WILL lose 10 lbs. I want to Be 145lbs by Sunday ……
I can’t believe it….im such a pig I cant stop eating …im to the point were I am ashamed of looking at myself it the mirror. My stomach hurts feels like its gona explode. I think I might be addicted to food.I hate myself